I have no idea what I am talking about.I am trapped in this body and can't get out.

I am trying to type this as fast as I can so I won't forget what it is that I have to say. Too late, I forgot all the right words, and now this blog will take me thirty more minutes to write than it should. I have realized that in order to log in I always type in my blog URL and never blogspot.com which seems as if it's the logical thing to do. I am about to write about my relationship with a person, which I have done many times before, somewhat in a corny manner, but This time I think there will be less of trivial and transient tone, in comparision to the others (which were mostly about boys, and things, but this is about a friend.)And also the name of song lyrics that I have written as the blog title is BodySnatchers what I am listening to now, and I find the lyrics fitting for the transition stage that I am in or however that works and blahblahblah. I am going to post the lyrics at the bottom blablah.


Anyways. I love this girl. I must say she is one of the better things that have happened to me, the first thing being alive.It's weird to know that when you felt the loneliest you could feel, somebody else felt the exact same way. I find that utterly amazing, but it's even more unbelievable, when then person who felt the exact way becomes your best friend. It's like GOD decided to give you a break and actually allow somebody to break down your walls and understand you. The words that she says reminds of the words I wrote in notebooks years ago only to throw them away because I thought they represented things that shouldn't ever be thought. And maybe I should have talked to her last year instead of digging a hole for myself (which I got out of thank you very much) But I wish I knew she was one of the people who understood me along time ago and then maybe it wouldn't have taken this long to realize how wrong I was, and how sweet life could be. I am probably getting sappy but oh well it happens. And I want this person to know, that she has done something right. She has given the most amount of unconditional love I have ever seen a person give, and that is all anybody really wants. And all I could ask from her is to be herself (whatever she finds that to be) And whenever I am feeling down, her giggle is the best medicine in the world, and she understands my nonsense, which a task not even my mother has mastered. She loves me for how I am today, and I her. Hot damn, I wrote like a whole page about her.And that's it. I hope you have enjoyed Hope's Love corner, tune in next time for when I take a romantic take on Nature. Love you guys. I think there is nothing else. I have semester exams which are kicking my ass, and my ankle is swollen. I hope everything is alright with you guys. Have fun and stay safe (and hopefully have some save fun.)

I do not.Understand.What it is.I've done wrong.Full of holes.Check for pulse.Blink your eyes.Once for yes.Two for no.I have no idea what I am talking about.I am trapped in this body and can't get out.
You killed the sound. removed backbone .A pale imitation. With the edges.Sawn off
I have no idea what you are talking about.Your mouth moves only with someone's hand up your ass.Has the light gone out for you?Because the light's gone for me.It is the 21st century. It is the 21st century. It can follow you like a dog. It brought me to my knees.They got a skin and they put me in. They got a skin and they put me in. All the lines wrapped around my face. All the lines wrapped around my face. And for anyone else to see.And for anyone else to see.I'm a lie
I've seen it comingI've seen it comingI've seen it comingI've seen it coming