Friday, June 12, 2009

Only In Dreams

Ahh!. It's been quite a while. I think maybe six months. Wow. That's. Wow. Hopefully I can still figure out how this site works. I've revamped this blog(as if you can't see that) but also myself. Sigh of relief happens....Now!! I'm embarking on my senior year of high school and I must say I am freaked!. Crazy excited. When I reread my past blog entries and how they were mostly about getting out of school and escaping boredom I realize that when I talked about it then I never really thought how quick the whole thing would go. Any Regrets? Not so much regret but the hope that the decisions I've made will lead to good things. But maybe if I had to do one thing over again, I would have enjoyed things more.
This year (despite very weird health battles) I've been the happiest I've been a while. I can tell that my smile muscles have been working as shown by my ever raising cheekbones. I can personally tell there's a 180 change. And I think I have the power to anything I freaking well please with positive thinking. And although that may be hard at times, I don't think it's impossible. Definitely. So I'm gonna get back in the grove of things and I'm going to try to keep this freshly positive perspective. That's very important at this time in the world.

This summer:
Various projects are about, but I'm mainly trying to make sure my path in college will be full of things that I want to do. I'm taking film classes in Chicago to make sure that I want to explore that film. And if it turns out I don't, I have some other things is mind.... But right now anything is up for grabs.