The girl's in college now.
I didn't really see this far in advance and now that I'm here it's an incredibly foreign monster. While I am enjoying my classes and am having an incredible experience, it sometimes feels like I am stuck at a sleep a way camp and I want to stab all of my bunk mates. And this is just a month into the whole thing. I've recently read through a few of some of my old posts and decided to find some way to get them published which is pretty freaking awesome if you ask me, but part of me really wonders how far away from that I have grown. And whether or not the direction I am moving towards now is a particularly good one. But one thing I am pretty satisfied with is my increasing ability to find the strength to remove myself from unhealthy situations, and I really hope I can put that new skill to some use while I'm here. I'm finding my body and am beginning to become comfortable with it which is the last thing I expected to happen while I was in college, but I'm really glad that it is finally happening. At this moment the general consensus from the audience is optimistic, but no one knows with the playwright has up her sleeve.
