Whatever happened to knowing that this was forever.

I had a bad dream.

You would think that once one got older they wouldn't have them anymore but they happen. And after this one was over I stayed in bed for a moment hoping that I would forget and it would go away but it didn't. And I went to the bathroom and came out shaking and then I asked my mom for a hug and that scared her, but I feel slightly better. The hug made me feel real.I am typing this with tears in my eyes because even though My dream was no more possible than a sci fi thiller it was a metaphor for so many things and a summation of so many problems in the morning that it's still scary to think about. And the cars passing by my window aren't helping. I've had dreams like this since I was little but now I can remember them and they scare me. It was about a black hole. It started off with my brother at a talent show and him dancing/singing one of my songs (meaning one of my favorite band's songs called Degausser) And it got well received cause most of the people knew the words, or I think they learned them so they could sing along and it worked out great. And some news lady kept asking me how to spell it and I kept having to change the way I wrote it, first with pen, but my hand was too shaky then with chalk and water but in my excitement of how good it looked I messed up. So I finally wrote it on a napkin, because I realized I was trying to hard to do stuff I couldn't really do. Since I was finished I decided to go out and look at the stars with a friend and They were so gorgeous. Bright and everything, especially without a telescope and I noticed the black hole (look it up it's been in the recent news) and it was opening up wider. So I was running towards the house to tell everybody but my running was slowed and once I got to the house everybody already knew and then the fire trucks came. Stuff was being lifted, things thrown lightning and what not. Then it started to rain so, but this rain changed your skin color if you were out during the black hole thing so we stayed in the house. I wake up (in the dream) to find my mom right there and I am confused she fills me in on what the recent news has said(I think only the old tv's worked, kinda like the sixties and stuff), and we go to the hardware store to get prepared and I see my g-parents there working on cars, so that made me feel better(because they were alive). Then we get home and everybody has a curfew of nine o clock until the black hole turned into a new star.Then I woke up. Now that doesn't sound scary but this dream was vivid and clear, the colors and the smells, the clothes, the music everything. And it scared me half to death. I don't even know how I came up with that in my head. I think prior to falling asleep I was trying to think of something innovative for a screenplay that nobody had seen, and my brain gave me that. But with everything that's going on in the world the last thing I need is the end of the world dream, because in the state the world is in now it makes me think that it's possible any second now, and there's nothing I can do to stop it.