Let down and hanging around/Karma Polce

You know sometimes I feel like that, let down and hanging around. As a mistake making human living with other mistake making humans, it hard to realize the capacity we have to intentionally hurt someone, or leave them high and dry.Well at this point I am really tired. I have been procrastinating, but mainly due to the utter lack of care for school and apexing fatigue."This is what you get" I am so mentally out of it I flunked a test today (well it was a practice test but still) and I didn't care. But I mean why worry about it, what is done is done and I can't go back in time and fix it and I don't even want to. "I've given all I can but it's not enough" You know I really need to stop listen to Cd's when I type blogs because it's really weird to see how my topic slowly shifts to fit the song. Or maybe that's just a weird coincidence whatever the case, I really need to finish my homework. "Phew for a minute there I lost myself" But now I am back and off to work.