I know a girl who, thinks of ghost. She'll make ya breakfast, make ya toast.She don't use butter, or cheese, jelly or any of these she uses vaseline:P

Isn't it funny that people watch when you're not looking. And when you are watching they look away and act like they don't? Pretty freaking awesome. Well this week has caused a bunch of self doubt. Starting with a comment made by someone in my acting troupe that made me doubt my abilities. Yet somewhere down inside myself I wasn't smart enough to think that," If you were so talented you would have gotten a bigger role."If they saw something in you that they didn't see in me, you would have gotten it. not me. "So now having pulled the play of without a hitch (well of course with the minor screw-ups) I am trying to rebuild my faith in myself. Because of what I wrote I a couple 'o' blogs ago, I had seriously begun to doubt if I could do anything, and get noticed like I saw other people. I saw other people getting looks from the boys, other people getting praise from the teacher. But now during this time. I've noticed that I have a shine that outshines the rest. And people can see it. They may not always notice it. But maybe that's for the best. Because if they could tell the things that I could do when they meet me. I wouldn't get the chance to enjoy the satisfaction of proving them wrong, or making them see a different way. Even when I go through the day, I sometimes feel that I am just an ant in a pool of hot water ( you know what this mean if you've ever had ants in your bathroom) But I do have something. I can't describe it. But I know it's good and it's on my side. So thankful shall I be. And thanks to my friends who provide an awesome pillow of ego when I need it. Cause Lord knows, I need it.

I read a book called A Dirty Job. By some guy upon which I can't remember but he wrote LAMB and You Suck! so if you couldn't tell already by his awesome titleage he is a pretty good author. It kinda made me all happy inside. Cause all the insane things I thought about things feeling right and happening for a reason were in there. and it made me feel more connected to the collective. But I admit that's not always a good thing. But here, right now, it is. So now just because of one week. Even when I look in the mirror and I don't like how I look that day. I make sure that I still see my glow. Because I see it some days. And I don't others. But the days I do,Those are the bests days of that week. So Now I am off to make sure I don't stop my glow from shining. Whose with me?